No matter where I am
No matter what I’m doing
There is an ache in my heart
for you, my son, Jonathan.
This may sound strange, but I want that ache; because it represents the love we had for each other, the many happy memories we shared. The ache is all I have left of you and I don’t want it to go away. I didn’t want you to go away but I could not keep that from happening. I must cling to this heartache because it represents your presence. How I long to see you again, but, for now, I will just keep this ache.
